Friday, February 4, 2011
I HAVE MOVED
3:56 AM
I have moved to the link below. Please continue to support my blog. Thanks
http://allaboutivan.tumblr.com/
Thursday, August 12, 2010
ALONE
12:42 AM
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
by
Edgar Allan Poe
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Letting go
10:30 PM
Letting go of the past is the hardest thing ever. I wanna scream, scream it all out. I just need to cry it all out. I need a shoulder to cry on. Will anyone sit there and let me cry and moan it all out. The baggage is getting heavier and heavier.
I need to keep smiling. I need to keep smiling
Thursday, July 29, 2010
The mask I hold
9:24 AM
The mask i wear is always a cheer, smiling and laughing, random jokes and pranks. Even if you know me you might not even seen the me beneath the mask.
What is behind this mask of mine? The very one that protects me from emotional harm, The one that comforts me when i am down. You, were always there my dearest outer personality. My big brother, my best friend. People may say your a bad influence, but the truth is you have always been there to give me advice. Protect me from harm and holds my hand on the darkest nights. Nobody knows my pain and what i have truly undergone. You were always by my side hearing my nagging and my woes.
People say we should be one, my outer self and i should be the same. But little did they know your the one who sang me a lullaby when i was a child. You patted my back when i did well. and cuddle me to sleep when i sobs my nights away.
People gave great advice, and support me through words. I need to do this, I need to do that, I do appreciate all these stuffs. But what i need is a simple long hug, a tight hug and a whisper by my ear saying "I know it painful but everything is really gonna work out and be alright."
No one gave me such heart melting and tear falling words but you my outer-self. No matter what they say. the call it wield and call you names. But in my heart you really did care.
From: My heart
To: My outer self
Thanks for always being there. Even during this toughest times
Monday, April 19, 2010
Vision
9:14 AM
Life is nothing but but a dream, what that comes after is truly eternal. Even if its just stared and i am in view of the half way point. Would some one wake me up from this Green nightmare.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
BACK MY DEAR BLOG
10:56 PM
I have been away for so long, sorry my dear blog for leaving you lonely....
Where have i been ?
ARMY ARMY ARMY ARMY
BOUND BOUND BOUND BOUND
I can never wait to leave that place. counting down by the weeks and months.
After all this i will never wear green ever again. NEVER!!!
*unless its for art
ok see you tml blog ^^
Monday, July 6, 2009
Finally !!!!!
2:14 PM
I finally found a place that i can cut my hair with out feeling nervous. Today after the voice-over thingy i decided to go and cut my hair, as it is driving me crazy!!!!!! so i was walking around and saw Reds so i decided why not just give it a try. Right?
At first i was so nervous and i was thinking what if its another jean yip incident? argh! but when my hair stylist talk to me through out and i forgot about it. He was such a gentleman. Haiz such guys are rare nowadays. I am very happy of the out come of my new hair.
I bet he have no idea now scared i was during the hair cut lol. so from now on i am cutting at Reds until he move to another place that is.
Thanks Mr D W
