Thursday, January 29, 2009
Thou shall not trust thee
10:55 PM
The feeling of being angry and enraged,
Hurt and broken, and a slight bit afraid.
I'll try to fake myself a smile and keep on laughing.
I must not let such petty things get to me,
I'm not going to let foolish things take my dignity.
I'll suck up my pain, and face it head on,
Hopefully, before I know it, it will be gone.
Everything you ever thought
They were to you, everything
You thought they ever meant
To you is nothing now.
Dust in the wind, blown away.
They pace behind your every step,
They cunningly hide behind the shadows,
They befriend the darkness their habitat,
They wait in silent for their preys,
They see they see, their victim comes,
Right into their slimy traps.
They smile they laugh,
They hug and hold you tight
Especially when you're outcast.
Behind you, the blade flashed
Unknowingly you’re stabbed.
When fuck goes down, sides are taken.
Thats when you find out who
is real and who's faking.
Monday, January 19, 2009
busy busy busy
7:21 PM
Work we all have it, even if we start to stray from it
Work is work we can never escape it, we have to go to it from a certain age up
Work is everywhere from here there to the trees on soul’s tear
But no matter what we’re forced to place our heads into that working state
Even if our minds would rather go bare we tear our ways thorough out despair
No-matter the age work is for all from childhood play to distant fray
We train our minds to coup with this type of play so we don’t have to go insane
Peoples work can be in different terms of sight
Can be able to determent the next type of flight in distant minds
Work can desire out of minds to the innards of time from the simplest of minds
Could create to temples of worked plated bines
Like me I have work not the paying kind yet it’s more important to me
Than my well being of my mind as it Desiree’s my land of ties
Work can make me sign my life into twisted brines so this means this will be mine
Ha….that’s work for ya
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
1:33 AM
NO ON PROP 8
1:28 AM
NO TO PROP 8
1:26 AM
Monday, January 12, 2009
The smiles of a clown
11:48 PM
Smiling? Smiling equals to being happy ?
When one person smile does he/her really felt happiness?
What is happiness? What is it ? A temp feeling that one person feel at that moment? Or is it suppose to be something lasting? Maybe i am wrong, but usually when u are happy its with someone or a group of people. But when u lost that someone/friends what those happiness and memories become ? You than no longer count them as happy memories. So happiness is something where u feel at that moment and when time strike you, they turn into something that hurt you. Am i right ?
When u look at a clown you usually find them funny, happy and all those. But isn't their job the most painful job to have? When your sad you smile, when your depress you smile when your hurt you smile. maybe thats why the use that think make up to hide their real feelings and all those color; the red, the blue, the yellow, green, pink, purple, white and all the colours you can name of to cover them self up. So when one he is hurt and wounded he is still able to show he is happy. Its painful , its a horrible feeling one person should feel.
How i wish i am able to use those make-up to cover my face,
how i wish i have those colors to protect me.
But i have been smiling for so many years.
When i am sad i have been smiling.
When i am depress i have been smiling.
When i am lonely i am smiling.
When i am broken i have been smiling.
When i am happy i still smile
If i am a clown
I am loosing my colors
Who will stop by for a balloon and hear me out as i honk my red nose?
Will you ?
The forgotten clown
Smiles once again... ... ... = )
chorus line - one
9:52 PM
HEY ALLS
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FROM NOW 12-01-2009
THANKS ALLS
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
the time has come
4:18 PM
This little one pack his bag,
this little one rushed his homework,
this little one got his pocket money,
this little one had to sleep early,
and this little one went
weeeee
weeeeee
weeeeeee
all the way to NAFA campuss 3
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Quotes
5:25 PM
"Life is embodied by eternal, unchanging continuity"
"cherish this moment for happiness is elusive"
