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Name: Ivan Lim (ah boy)
Age: 20 years old
Date of Birth: July17 1987
Horoscope Sign: cancer
Current school:
Nafa [theatre student]

Email me: allaboutivan@hotmail.com

Fav
swimming , tanning
gaming , chatting
Going to the gym
and sleeping

dislike
my anger , sluts
those who spill secrets
* its quite hard to make me dislike something you must have done some serious shit

wish list
- shopping spree [ ]
- PS 3 [ ]
- more underwears [ ]
- I want hair back [X]

whispery .





past .

April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
June 2009
July 2009
March 2010
April 2010
July 2010
August 2010
February 2011

adieu .

The linger
sister Mei
Fruity Chris
Winnie the pooh
miss niu-niu
THE KID
Xiao-xian
friends


thanks .

Designer: 01 02
Image: 03
Hosts: 04 05 06 07
Brushes: 08 07 09 10 11
Fonts: 12

youR caLL wArDY.mp3 - rEzpeCKtEd warDy
Sunday, August 31, 2008
salty
10:01 PM















Just one word
From those beautiful lips,
A whisper in my ear
Perhaps in comfort or in sadness
Just one word
To calm my senses
To relieve this horrible day
To make everything better
And to make everything okay
Just one word
Is what I wait for
And will be waiting for the rest of my life
Just one word




Pachelbel's canon in D Major
8:02 PM



here you go baby


Etta James - At Last
2:19 PM



Hear the song and it says all


Kittens
2:04 PM





































My cat gave birth!!!!! Yesterday
she gave birth to 4 kittens
- one all gray with strips
-one all white
-2 mix

cools they are so small, we gave her a nice place to give birth but she somehow insisted on the cardboard [-_-] , anyway the gray one came out first, It's also her fav one. today i tried to put all the clean kittens on the bed for the cat and throw away the cardboard full of blood, she carried her kittens to another cardboard box [-_-]. ARGH!!!!! Cats. so i decided so be it let her have it.
Oh ya there is something funny about my dog and cat. Maybe its just me but my dog dun quite like dog food and my Cat totally hates cat food. it always ends up with the dog eating the cat food and the cat happily munching on the dog food. [-_-] whats wrong with you people!!!

hahahahahahahahah
hahahahahahahah
hahahahahahah
hahahahahah
hahahahah
hahahah
ahahah
hahh
hah
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Saturday, August 30, 2008
Enrique Iglesias- Hero
12:20 PM




This is for you... ...
hope you like it.
I have listen to every single word
and every word the song says i meant it


Thursday, August 28, 2008
Protection
9:08 PM























Look at me,
Listen now,
I want to tell you,
Of my special vow.

I promise to protect you,
Day and night,
I'll even do it,
In my afterlife,

I promise to protect you,
Every day,
By your side,
Is where I'll stay.

I promise to protect you,
Every hour,
I'll protect you,
My special flower.

One thing I can say,
That I know for sure,
I will protect you,
For ever more.

So, when your heart,
Is broken inside,
Just come to me,
It's ok to cry.

You are my baby,
Yet so much more,
I can not pretend,
Not to care anymore.

Come to me,
My angel,
I will protect you,
Until the end.


Angel
11:17 AM

When I have no one to turn to
And I am feeling kind of low,
When there is no one to talk to
And nowhere I want to go,
I search deep within myself
It is the love inside my heart
That lets me know my Angel is there
Even though we are miles apart.

A smile then appears upon my face
And the sun begins to shine.
I hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying, 'Everything will be just fine'
It may seem that I am alone
But I am never by myself at all.
Whenever I need my Angel

He will be near

An Angel's love is always true
On that you can depend.
They will always stand behind you
And will always be .
Through darkest hours and brightest days
my Angel's see me through
They smile when we are happy,

and will cry when we are blue..

Thanks for being my Angel

I will be there for you until the end.



My hero
11:05 AM
















I don’t think I could be Superman
I’m sort of scared of heights
I’d sort of like to be Spiderman
But I’m afraid of spider bites

I suppose I could be Wolverine
But I’m afraid people would stare
I’d consider being the Incredible Hulk
But radition’s bad for your hair

The fantastic four, now there’s a thought
But I’m not sure that’s for me
Ben’s too ugly, Johnny too hot
And Sue I just can’t see

Maybe though I could be Reed
And lead the other three
Well maybe Reed’s a bit of a stretch
I can barely take care of me

Captain America, him perhaps
I love his mighty shield
But I fear I’m not brave enough
When things get rough, I yield

If I could be a superhero
I wonder which I’d be
Salty the great is all I want

Want to be with for all eternity



Monday, August 25, 2008
Reaching for you
10:46 PM

















Baby, i am sorry i hurt your feelings. But i really want this to last. Do not read me, just let it flow.
as i have said. Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. I don't mind at all. Just be yourself, i will be happy k ?


My angel D_ _ _
7:58 PM

I got a few things I have to get off my chest...
If only you knew... What they are

If only you knew,
How my heart skips a beat
Every time you pass by
If only you knew,
How it tears me apart
Every time I see you cry

If only you knew,
How I lose my words
Every time I hear your voice
If only you knew,
How great it is to have known you
It makes my heart rejoice

If only you knew,
How I feel about you,
Maybe you would admit it too
If only you knew,
What I feel
Every time I am near you

If only you knew
How comforting it is
When you hold me
If only you knew,
How soothing a single
Touch from you can be

If only you knew,
How my soul rises,
Every second we spend time together
If only you knew,
How I long for you
It seems to last days and days after forever

If only you knew,
That all I want is a single chance
To prove myself
Then you would realize how happy you could be

If only you knew,
How much I care about you
And how much I adore you
Then maybe you would notice me

If only you knew,
How much I vision you
Then you would know,
How thoughts about you race across my mind

If only you knew,
How often I wish for you;
How you are my secret desire
And how within you I hope it is love I find

If only you knew,
What you do to me,
Every time I see you
Then you would know that I love you

And if only I knew,
That I had the strength
Within myself to say these things to you
Then maybe you would love me too


Sunday, August 24, 2008
Dino
8:16 PM

Let’s leave what happen in the past all alone. What matters now are you and me. If you open your arms i will come to you. If you push me away, my heart will wait for you. I do not bother about all those stuff you said earlier today. I do not care. I do not and will not listen or go and understand it.

All i know is, I love you, I myself know you are the right one. Yes i will stand with you through thick and thin. I will forgive and close my eyes to all your mistakes, as long as you tell me honestly.

You may call me silly but as long as you return to my side in the end of the day, any other thing can be compromise. You know what i am talking about. If you truly want me to be happy and want the best for me. Please don't push me away. To me you are the right one. You brought and gave me something no one ever did. Please stop doubting yourself. Take my hand and i can show you the world



Saturday, August 23, 2008
Quote of the day
4:53 PM










"they who go feel not the pain of parting; it is they who stay behind that suffer"


one and only
12:20 PM

I know i am not the only one,
I know i am not perfect.
But i know you make me happy ,
and all i want is for you to be happy.

There is lots of fishes in the ocean
and i am one of the fishes in your net.

I will not leave you,
only if you do not cast me away.
I will remain you one and only,
no matter how things goes.

There is only one person my heart belong to,
and that is you.

My heart do not have space for more than one,
but its as wide as unknown space.
All those are all yours,
hope you will keep it safe.

There is nothing i want more in this world,
than to be with you.

I don't care what the world thinks of you,
I don't bother if i am not your only diamond in your sky.
You are only one i want to be happy,
Even if it takes me a thousand years.


11:29 AM
















I'll always be here,
No matter what you say,
Don't let go,
It's gonna be ok.

Don't hold back,
I'm here for you,
Take my hand,
I'll pull you through.

If you start to slip,
I start to slip too,
Because it kills me,
To know of the pain you go through.

I'd take it all away,
And live it today,
You say you want to go,
But I think you should stay.

I have full faith in you,
I know you can hold on,
Take some of my strength,
Don't cry all alone.

I'll dry your tears,
Hold you for a while,
I can't promise to make you laugh,
But I can try to help you smile.

You're my precious gem,
Part of my whole life,
You're there when I need you most,
Helping me through my strife.

And I wanna be there for you,
So baby, please hold on?
Because you have got my hand to hold,
You don't need to do this alone
.


Ma angel
11:23 AM

















Someone asked me if I had an angel
And I just told them "yes, I do,"
They asked me who my angel was
and I told them that it was you.

They told me they didn`t have one
and I simply repiled,
"Sure you have one, everyone does"
But I think I may have lied.

I could never thank him enough
Because really, you have no clue
I couldn`t live without him
I just wouldn`t know what to do.

I hope you do remember this
I love you with all my heart
And I could say so much more
But I wouldn`t know where to start.


Friday, August 22, 2008
Missing you
8:47 PM






















I miss the way my heart skips a beat when i hear your voice
i miss the way my world lit up when you entered the room
i miss the way your hand always found mine
i miss how our bodies fit together like they were meant for each other
i miss the way my head fit your shoulder just perfect
i miss it all.....
the way your hair hung in your eyes
the way you always found that right spot
the way you'd make me feel so special id cry
the way you you'd say my name
the way you said i love you
i miss you and everything you do....


Do you?
8:19 PM





















Have you ever wondered why are the starts are so bright?
Have you ever wondered why the moon goes around the earth?
Have you ever wondered why it rains?

The stars shine to show you the way in the night.
The moon goes around so that no matter where you are it can guide you.
The reason it rains is because I miss you.


Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Solo Flight [sneek peek]
9:19 PM

Me? … … 
I learn of a place where painful, sorrowful memories linger. I wonder?
Song? The Song…the song is…I… Mirror, mirror, on the
Wall…show me…define me! I am the infinite! I am not an
anti
-existence! I am the perfect chain!!!


Tuesday, August 19, 2008
sweet baby
7:04 PM












I'll give you butterscotch kisses
and marshmallow dreams,
chocolate chip hugs
and sweet caramel screams,
Sugar drop smiles
and embraces of taffy
to tickle your ribs
and make you all laughy!

I'll give you some hugs
of loving devotion
with sweetness aplenty
to fill up the ocean.
I'll cherish you,
and welcome you fine
If you will just smile
and say you'll be mine!

You're my marshmallow poet
who'll greet me so sweetly
and that is the reason
I love you completely!
Your smile is confection,
your devotion, perfection!
Embrace me and place me
in sweet candy dreams!



Monday, August 18, 2008
My baby angel
1:08 PM


You do not wear a golden halo
You are not dressed in spotless white
You do not bear feathered wings
You cannot float in a starlit night

You are far from perfect creature
You have no powers in their might
The friends I see so saintly
Are not always completely right

So why do your eyes touch me
In ways that melt my heart?
And why does every word you say
Sound like musical, magical art?

Why do I call him my angel?
How do you heal every wound in sight?
And how does every smile he reveal
Send such pure rays of light?


Sunday, August 17, 2008
My angel
12:58 PM

You're an Angel that nobody can see,
Still an Angel is what you are to me
An angel from heaven is what you are
In my sky you're definably a heavenly star

You're an angel with beauty & grace
You're kind & sweet, you have an angel face
You have very graceful angel wings
Happiness and joy are just some things
that an angel can give

In my heart & mind is where you're living
You have hair as soft as the white clouds
A guardian angel is what Ive gotten.
Your eyes are like diamonds that shine bright.
When everything is dark, you give me light.

You're an angel that gives me a reason to live,
You're an angel that teaches me to give.
You're an angel that teaches me the right things to say.
You're my angel & Ill always care.
You're my angel & you know Ill always be there.


Thursday, August 14, 2008
All yours
8:25 PM















So many things have happen since the last time i blogged, but all the best have happen in my life. An angel have entered my life. Change my life and made it better. The feeling i am feeling now is nothing i ever felt. This feel something better than heaven, its like taking my breath away. Just as life should be, life to me is not the amount of breath that you take but rather the amount of breath that have taken away from you. That feeling will be true enlightenment. You have given me the feeling way past that level. All i ask for is you, so please trust me and believe in me. Because nothing better will ever happen in my life. Just believe in us and it will be better. The problem you are facing will be gone. I will be with you. I will breath with you. I will be your shield and that special something that guide you way when you lost. If you ever need me i am here.

Whenever there's a helping hand,
or a word of encouragement,
whenever there are cheerful thoughts,
or hope thats Heaven-sent,
whenever a garden's tended to
or lovely music sounds,
wherever there is laughter
and happiness abounds..
whenever there's an open door,
a hug, a kiss , a smile..
whenever there's someone glad
to walk with you a mile...
wherever there are faith and trust,
and hearts that really care...
whenever the world is beautiful
you'll know that love is there...
its always been wonderful
to be there with you,
because wherever you are...
my love is there too !

I promise, I promise all to you. So please trust me, believe in you and me. This path will be long and the happiest it will ever be. I love you baby


Thursday, August 7, 2008
sorry
12:22 AM

hey all
I wont be blogging for sometime reason i can't say.
All i can say is, even though the world died on me and i am cover with wounds and Showered with blood i will still smile and show nothing has happen.

My motto is always keep smiling. no tears no tears