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Name: Ivan Lim (ah boy)
Age: 20 years old
Date of Birth: July17 1987
Horoscope Sign: cancer
Current school:
Nafa [theatre student]

Email me: allaboutivan@hotmail.com

Fav
swimming , tanning
gaming , chatting
Going to the gym
and sleeping

dislike
my anger , sluts
those who spill secrets
* its quite hard to make me dislike something you must have done some serious shit

wish list
- shopping spree [ ]
- PS 3 [ ]
- more underwears [ ]
- I want hair back [X]

whispery .

past .

April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
June 2009
July 2009
March 2010
April 2010
July 2010
August 2010
February 2011

adieu .

The linger
sister Mei
Fruity Chris
Winnie the pooh
miss niu-niu
THE KID
Xiao-xian
friends

thanks .

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Monday, May 5, 2008

My story 2

8:04 PM

Eyes so bright
Smile so sweet
Innocent and pure
to everyone he meets

Loved by all
timid and shy
like a budding rose
but all flowers must die

Forced laugh
Fake smile
hurting inside
all the while

Pretending and lies
is all he knows
double life hidden
inside fear grows

Comes home at night
to pain and fights
alcoholic parents
keep he up all night

Abuse and drugs
since he was small
she's good at pretending
they don't know at all

Crawl into bed
hear him come into he room
fear setting in
all too soon

Feel his touch
skin against skin
he's used to it now
he lets him win

Wake up next morning
he doesn't care
cover up bruises
like their not really there

Conceal heavy lines
under he eyes
been up all night
hoping he'd die

Go to school
pretend once more
try really hard
but what for?

Sick of it all
walks out of school
cant face another day
of feeling like a fool

Goes home again
another drunken fight
closes he eyes
cant stand the sight

Pops in a pill
what can it hurt?
it might take away he pain
of being treated like dirt

Another and one more
soon he blacks out
he breathing stops
without a shout

Parents walk in
ready to give hell
see he on the floor
walk away and think "oh well"

Truth still hidden
to this very day
everyone thinks
he threw his 'perfect' life away