Let me start when I was 12, my first sexual contact. It all first happen when I was on my way home from school. I fell I hurt myself, so this nice person came and help me. Of cos I was happy. “Duh” someone actually cares of cos I was happy. But everything turns nasty. She started touching me everywhere and I really mean it. What happens next is something I don’t want to think about. But all I am going to say is there was blood. I went home get beaten up as usual, and when the found out I torn my uniform I was beaten up again. Bathing hurts like hell and I need to put plaster at the places the person scratch me and cut me at.

The next sexual contact was actually during my secondary days. I will not say names because it was really by accident that it happens that he did take responsibility and we got attach for 3yrs plus so it’s ok.

The most painful and scared sexual contact was by my step-mom. She did things to me and she say I did it with the dog. I mean who in the world will believe I did things with the dog! My father believes her and I knew I was dead. During night things happen but [no sex] rather touching and forcing me to touch at places. This went on till I was 14 I think. Then she stops, I don’t know why but I am just glad.

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