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Name: Ivan Lim (ah boy)
Age: 20 years old
Date of Birth: July17 1987
Horoscope Sign: cancer
Current school:
Nafa [theatre student]

Email me: allaboutivan@hotmail.com

Fav
swimming , tanning
gaming , chatting
Going to the gym
and sleeping

dislike
my anger , sluts
those who spill secrets
* its quite hard to make me dislike something you must have done some serious shit

wish list
- shopping spree [ ]
- PS 3 [ ]
- more underwears [ ]
- I want hair back [X]

whispery .

past .

April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
June 2009
July 2009
March 2010
April 2010
July 2010
August 2010
February 2011

adieu .

The linger
sister Mei
Fruity Chris
Winnie the pooh
miss niu-niu
THE KID
Xiao-xian
friends

thanks .

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008

My story [teenage]

10:57 PM

My childhood really affected my teenage life. I was so full of problems and really struggling with life then. Even though I had friends, I never told anyone anything. I was so used to hiding and keeping the pain to myself, when one of my beloved grandfather pass away I could now cry. You people think it’s good. But have you ever tried feeling the same pain when u did crying, but I could not cry at all. Crying is a way of relieving the pain. I can’t cry and the pain stays, its buried deep inside me.

I had a huge depression over the time at my secondary school days. I keep gaining and loosing weight like crazy. The gastric pains I had feel like giving birth. I never did really smile, yes I did smile but I was not happy. I smile because I was needed to during those days. Life was crazy.

This is suppose to be the brighter part.