{All I ever need is you.

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Name: Ivan Lim (ah boy)
Age: 20 years old
Date of Birth: July17 1987
Horoscope Sign: cancer
Current school:
Nafa [theatre student]

Email me: allaboutivan@hotmail.com

Fav
swimming , tanning
gaming , chatting
Going to the gym
and sleeping

dislike
my anger , sluts
those who spill secrets
* its quite hard to make me dislike something you must have done some serious shit

wish list
- shopping spree [ ]
- PS 3 [ ]
- more underwears [ ]
- I want hair back [X]

whispery .

past .

April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
June 2009
July 2009
March 2010
April 2010
July 2010
August 2010
February 2011

adieu .

The linger
sister Mei
Fruity Chris
Winnie the pooh
miss niu-niu
THE KID
Xiao-xian
friends

thanks .

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Monday, September 22, 2008

smiles

5:25 PM

smiles? my motto is "smiles always". I can smile without fail if i wanted to in any situations, weather i am sad, angry, jealous, heartbroken or depress. To some people it may be very good. I may have told some people some secrets, but who can be there for me to really share my everything. Behind all my smiles and laughter i am slowly dying. I am being torn apart. I am trying to let go but its very hard.

Just like the moon who always shows her most beautiful side and keep all the scars and wounds on her back. Dear moon how are you able to smile always? I am bleeding within me, it hurts it hurts so badly, yet all i can do to make it feel better is smile and laugh. Only a few is able to tell behind my smiles and laughter.

Who will take this pain away once more? who will bring me true smiles again? That tingle tingle feeling that tickles me. That feeling that brightens up my face and bring colors to my life. I have found someone like that but will he accept me? I wonder, if i open up once again will i get hurt?