Monday, January 12, 2009
The smiles of a clown
11:48 PM
Smiling? Smiling equals to being happy ?
When one person smile does he/her really felt happiness?
What is happiness? What is it ? A temp feeling that one person feel at that moment? Or is it suppose to be something lasting? Maybe i am wrong, but usually when u are happy its with someone or a group of people. But when u lost that someone/friends what those happiness and memories become ? You than no longer count them as happy memories. So happiness is something where u feel at that moment and when time strike you, they turn into something that hurt you. Am i right ?
When u look at a clown you usually find them funny, happy and all those. But isn't their job the most painful job to have? When your sad you smile, when your depress you smile when your hurt you smile. maybe thats why the use that think make up to hide their real feelings and all those color; the red, the blue, the yellow, green, pink, purple, white and all the colours you can name of to cover them self up. So when one he is hurt and wounded he is still able to show he is happy. Its painful , its a horrible feeling one person should feel.
How i wish i am able to use those make-up to cover my face,
how i wish i have those colors to protect me.
But i have been smiling for so many years.
When i am sad i have been smiling.
When i am depress i have been smiling.
When i am lonely i am smiling.
When i am broken i have been smiling.
When i am happy i still smile
If i am a clown
I am loosing my colors
Who will stop by for a balloon and hear me out as i honk my red nose?
Will you ?
The forgotten clown
Smiles once again... ... ... = )
